Things went haywire this morning. My midwife will be calling OB's this afternoon to see about transferring care. I'm worried about how S is going to handle this. She has never even been put down for a nap by anyone other than E and me. I'm worried that I won't be able to birth vaginally in the hospital. I'm worried that something is really wrong. I'm worried about my ability to advocate for myself and my baby as I tend to shut down when stressed. St. Dominic, please pray for me and my baby.