Seriously, sometimes I have no idea how I ever got pregnant with S other than the fact that I was about 30 pounds lighter when I conceived. The cycle that I got pregnant with her I didn't think that I could get pregnant as my cycle was the lightest cycle I'd ever had. I really thought it was abnormally light. When I got pregnant I wondered if that's what periods are supposed to be like?? My first period after pregnancy wasn't as light I don't think but I had no pain.... what a concept! Last cycle was very heavy and painful but nothing like this. This cycle is hell! I have been flooding for days and feel like I'm ripping apart on my left side. Side note: my left side had more adhesions. Ugh! I give up. I just want to crawl into bed and stay there.
Oh and to add insult to injury... I've been trying to taper down on pumping as I'm still experiencing D-MER and for our family's sake I need to stop. You'd think that someone with such a low supply (I'm only getting maybe 4 oz a day) could just stop pumping but not me. I hear of these women who just stop breastfeeding without their breast hurting, but not me. Heck despite a low supply, I soaked my shirt today... what the heck? Can't anything go right with my body?
Obviously I'm a hormonal mess and my poor husband is getting the brunt of it. That man is a SAINT! Please pray for my dear sweet saint of a husband and for my marriage.
Sorry to hear about the increasing pain with your cycles. It is funny what you said about your period because I have had a similar theory. Everyone I know who is super fertile seems to have extremely light periods. My periods did get lighter after going on HCG but still no baby.
ReplyDeleteI was on hCG the cycle before I conceived S and the one where I conceived her. I guess it's time to call the doc and get back on it. I haven't even seen my Napro doc since shortly after I got pregnant with S.
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